I don't know why I've been doing this lately...

...but since late June, I've been running red lights. I think I've either ran 5 or 6. I'm so lucky I haven't gotten a ticket or got into an accident.

I know...please drive the other way if you see me on the street!!! One of today's moments would have been added to the tally, but I slammed on my brakes in time however I was still passed the crosswalk lines...eek. In that moment, I snapped out of my oblivion and felt a slight sting of humiliation as people were staring at me, slowly shaking their heads in disapproval. Sorry!

I just don't know why I keep doing that! I even unknowingly ran a red light while driving my Mom to church. She just stared at me and I was like, "Did I do something?" and she just looked at me in disbelief telling me I just ran a red light. I didn't even remember doing that!

Part of it might be that my mind has been stuck constantly running at 100mph lately and I've been super tired. I've been finding it super hard just to relax. For the last two months at our old place, I hardly ever turned on the TV because my mind was entertaining enough (well, I don't know if I'd call it entertainment haha).

I think I need a vacation. A quick little getaway to forget my responsibilities and obligations just for a wee bit. Maybe that's just what I need to get a quick recharge back to my ole' self again.